Forest

Running through the forest with no one to help me find my way.

Trying so hard to make things the way they were back in the day.

Hating the way life is wishing i could relive the past.

Hoping I'll be forgiven fot the mistakes I made, the way I ruined us.

Running through the forest, realizing I'm just running in a circle.

Exhausted from all the running, I finally stop, kneel down and cry, tired from all the trying,

I say a little prayer hoping for a miracle. Thats the day I said "I cant live without you!"

DRAMA

Girls could not live without it

some just love to start trouble.

And when they do they get hated

its over rated.

Lies come out like oxygen.

enemies then friends.....again.

you think she's true then...

BOOM

she lies, starts drama and

CRASH

it starts all over......again.

By: Robin Mize

The true meaning of christmas

With christmas coming up everyone is running aroud frantic like a chicken with its head cut off.
Well i seem like ebenezer scrooge, but i like christmas. Its just i dont like it for the same reason as everyone else.

Christmas is supposed to be about spending time with the people you love. Its not about the presents.

Im not excited about christmas because this christmas just wont be the same without dad.

I will try to be happy about getting to spend christmas with the rest of my family with a roof over my head, but i will still feel a little sad on christmas day.

hope everyone has a wonderful christmas.
God bless

twilight!!!!

twilight premieres today!!!!

i cannot wait to see it!!!!

Twilight!

I am sooo excited about twilght coming to theaters in just 7 days.
I cannot wait to see it. I definitly reccomend the book series.

visit http://www.twilightthemovie.com/

TWILIGHT is an action-packed, modern-day love story between a teenage girl and a vampire. Bella Swan (Kristen Stewart) has always been a little bit different, never caring about fitting in with the trendy girls at her Phoenix high school. When her mother re-marries and sends Bella to live with her father in the rainy little town of Forks, Washington, she doesn't expect much of anything to change. Then she meets the mysterious and dazzlingly beautiful Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson), a boy unlike any she's ever met. Edward is a vampire, but he doesn't have fangs and his family is unique in that they choose not to drink human blood. Intelligent and witty, Edward sees straight into Bella's soul. Soon, they are swept up in a passionate, thrilling and unorthodox romance. To Edward, Bella is what he has waited 90 years for - a soul mate. But the closer they get, the more Edward must struggle to resist the primal pull of her scent, which could send him into an uncontrollable frenzy. But what will Edward & Bella do when a clan of new vampires - James (Cam Gigandet), Laurent (Edi Gathegi) and Victoria (Rachelle Lefevre) - come to town and threaten to disrupt their way of life?

ABOUT TWILIGHT: Based on the #1 New York Times Best-Selling series with over 17 million books in print by Stephenie Meyer, TWILIGHT is a cultural phenomenon, with a dedicated fan base that eagerly awaits this movie. There are over 350 fan sites devoted to TWILIGHT, and it has been chosen as the New York Times Editor's Choice, a Publishers Weekly Best Book of the Year, Amazon's "Best Book of the Decade...So Far", Teen People's "Hot List" Pick, and The American Library Association's "Top Ten Best Book for Young Adults" and "Top Ten Books for Reluctant Readers," among others. Critically acclaimed director Catherine Hardwicke brings to life this modern, visual, and visceral Romeo & Juliet story of the ultimate forbidden love affair - between vampire and mortal.

negative feelings

Have you ever felt so put down that it seems that everyone is always saying something negative about you that brings you down?

I feel like today is that day for me.
I feel as everything is saddening. I feel like I can do no right.
like im working for no reason and that im just running in a circle and nothing to show for it and no appreciation.

I should be happy, I have a wonderful family, a house to live in, food to eat, an education, but for some reason I cant be.

I pray I can learn to look only at the positive instead of the negative.

**EXCLUSIVE**

i know i know..you are all thinking
"oh wow...Robin posted a blog...."
i know it rarely ever happens any more but I have exclusive news.

next sunday november 9th immeditely after the youth group chili spegetti dinner we will be watching a very touching movie that goes along with the series.

The exclusive movie is The Bucket List.


For small group this sunday we had to think of two things we would want to accomplish if we had 30 days to live.....one spiritual thing..and one fun thing.
my 2 things were convert someone and visit italy.

im really excited about the movie because I have never seen it and it will give me some ideas for my list.

cant wait ;D see ya then.

ABC's all about me

Airhead
Blessed
Crazy Christian
Ditz
Easily amused
Fabulous
Giddy
Happy
Incomplete
Jesus freak
Klueless
Loveable
Mischievous
Nerd
Optimistic
Playful
Quiet NOT!
Rebellious
Single!! xD
Tom boy
Under estimated
Violent
Weird
Xtra special!
Yummylicious
Zany


wow I never thought that I would be smart enough to know the alphabet! lol

my first day of my first job!!!

Im soo excited....I start work tomorow. Its my very first job so im really nervous. during the week i will only work from 4-7 but, on saturday I can work however long. This job is such a blessing because it is right across the street and I really need the money to save up for my car. Hopefully I will be able to put the money to good use. lol.

well come see me sometime..

The beginning of my Junior year!

Today was my first day of Junior year.

It was really BORRINGG!!

It gave me a headache....but it wasnt the school work or the classes.

It was a long day!

Hopefully tomorrow will be more fun.

THEY GAVE ME HOMEWORK ON THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!

THEY ARE CRAZY..TRYING TO MAKE ME THINK...ITS DANGEROUS...MY HEAD IS FULL OF AIR...IT MIGHT EXPLODE!!!! LOL

Cant wait until sunday...its probably my fav. day of the week...it gives me a break from stress and I LOVE praising God and spending time with others who do as well.

from beginning to end!

I have recently decided to read the Bible from Genesis to Revalation.

For the people who dont read the whole Bible because they think its boring, its really not.

I was going to read the twighlight series but I thought to myself "If I am gonna use my time reading that I might as well read the Bible."

I havent really gotten that far, Im at Genesis 31. But im getting there...soon...lol.

One of my fav. verses of the Bible was mentioned in this past sundays service.

John 14:1-4
"Do not let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God; trust also in me. In my Father's house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. You know the way to the place where I am going."

Its very reasuring knowing that us christians have a wonderful place to go..

I am excited to finish the Bible so I can share the many stories of it.

God bless.

In need of Prayer.

I know a woman who is in a bad situation right now and needs people to pray for her.

This is her sad story...
http://www.wlwt.com/news/16892630/detail.html?rss=cin&psp=news


Most people would be quick to judge this woman but I think we, as Christians, shouldn't judge but we should pray that God will give her guidance.

I dont say this becuase I know both people involved, I say it because I feel bad for not only the boy, but for the woman also because she walked down a wrong path and I Pray God will guide her.

Matthew 5:44
"But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you"

trip continued!

The same morning I posted the last post I got to see my bff megan.

That day my friends sam and liz hung out at our hotel. We all walked down route 6 to meet up with Megan.

We all hung out that day.

We walked back to the hotel. Then we all walked to Marconi Beach. Man was that a long walk.

My mom had boughten a new pair of flip flops the day before and she kept tripping on the way to the beach it was really funny.

After the beach we went to sam and liz's we hung out there for a while.

Then bill came to pick us up. Mom, bill, megan, and I went to eat at a resuraunt called pj's.

I had clamstrips, mom had crabcakes, bill had some type of fish sandwhich, and megan had fries lol. (she said she wasnt hungry.)

I had a wonderful vacation and I want to thank all the people that I hung out with.

my vacation so far....

If you didnt know im on vacation in Massachusetts. My mom and I are staying on the cape.

On Saturday june 21st we left for Dayton airport. I was soooo nervous on the way there.

I have never flown before, I didnt know what to expect. Well except for what everyone had told me.

Once on the plane I was twice as nervous. I almost bruised my moms leg from pinching it. lol

When the plane took off I was soo scared and I grabbed my moms leg.

While in the sky every time there was turbulence I would grabed my moms arm.

Once we arrived in Baltimore I was deffionetely ready to get off the plane.

We hung out in the Baltimore airport for about 2 hours.

Then we got on the plane to go to Boston. This time I was not nearly as nervous.

I was soo excited to land though because the thought of seeing all my old friends kept going through my mind.

well today is monday and so far my vacation has been okay.

I havent gotten to see my bff Megan but I did hang out with my old friends Liz and Sam.

we are actually hanging out today. They are coming over to our hotel. They should be here any minute.



new news:
1. I got a new bathing suit.
2. I learned to never share a room with someone you just met.


melissa this post is for you!! see ya soom!

My Baptism

I know all of you have been waiting for me to fill you in on the baptism I have been talking about for so long, well now its time!

On Friday I came to Loveland to spend the night with my mom.
On Saturday I was talking to my dad, who had already promised to go to church with me and go to my baptism, he told my mom to tell me he wasn't gonna make it because he didn't have a ride. It broke my heart.

well it wasn't true him and my sister were tricking me. He showed up as a surprise.

Church that Sunday was AWESOME....I don't think I have seen my dad so touched. After church he didn't stop talking about the message.

He even talked about it to his friends! That night we watched The passion of the Christ. we had already seen it but we wanted to watch it again. My dad may not seem like the most religious person but he has an amazing way of interpreting the bible.

The message on sunday was about how BAD Jesus was. The story of Jesus healing the blind man with mud He made with His own wonderful spit, was mentioned.

On the way to the baptism my dad was telling us that he took the story as, Jesus didnt give the man his sight back, He opened his eyes to sin.

My dad said that if Jesus gave him his sight back the man would enjoy it too much that he would forget to spread the word of Jesus' amazing works.
But if He opened his eyes to sin he would see how much wrong he and the whole world were doing.

Everyone takes the word a different way, my dad really thinks about the story.

Oh yeah back to the Baptism....It was amazing, im not talking about the water because that was cold and the current was strong and almost took me with it a couple of times lol. The feeling was amazing...knowing that my sins were all washed away with that current and that I was gonna work for my amazing Savior was amazing its self.

God has really worked at Center Pointe, many have been saved since I have been a member there and many baptised.

I hope God continues to work through Center Pointe.

GOD BLESS!!!

an amazing blessing!!

God, my savior, works in many and mysterious ways!

Today he worked a miracle for me.

I will start from the beginning.

I am a sophomore at village christian school.

I love it. The environment is wonderful. Although it is a small strict school it is wonderful place to grow. I may complain about silly rules but now I understand why they are set.

Everything in this world that may make you mad, sad or even happy is a test from the man upstairs and I don't mean an old man who lives above you in your apartment building. I mean the heavenly father up above.

When ever someone makes me mad it is a test from God, I have my wonderful boyfriend Steve to thank for showing me that one. A girl at my school tested my limits and I got angry, Steve told me not to act on it because I was angry, and it wouldn't be very Christ like to hit her. I didn't understand at the moment because the anger was swallowing me up and I was letting it get the best of me.

And when you are sad it is also a test, to see if you will lean on God not only when you need him but also when someone needs you.

What I'm trying to get at is that the past couple of months I have been having a rough time with many things going on in my life. God has found me and I have been trying to walk and keep up with him as well has possible. I am like a little kid who is walking with a parent who is in a hurry.
When I start to lose my way I stumble and even sometimes fall. That's what I meant about the whole keep up with him in his walk. I wasn't at all meaning that he is walking too fast or not waiting for me when I fall. Because every time I fall or stumble he is the one standing above me looking down upon me ready to pick me up.

Financial problems are one of the many things on my mind. I love my school and would love to continue attending it and some financial problems could have gotten in the way of that.
Well God fixed my problem....this is the blessing I was talking about.

Not only has God found me, I am getting baptised, I WILL be able to continue going to Village, I might be able to actually go to driving school and get my license.

I am sooo grateful and blessed that an anonymous person has paid for me to have a scholarship, so that I can continue going to Village. Who ever that may be is a wonderful person and I thank them alot. God has worked through them in a wonderful way. Me being able to go to village again for the next 2 years means that I can continue to be with my amazing friends and my amazing boyfriend. I thank God for telling me to stay at village this year because at the end of last year I wanted to go back to public school. I'm very glad I didnt because I would have never met my amazing boyfriend steve and I wouldnt have my amazing sister Caitlin. HaHa she is not really my sister only my bestie!

I am just so excited about the rest of this year it looks like everything is turning around!

God is wonderful. may he bless you!

this weekend!! may 16-18

This weekend is gonna be awesome.

I want to explain because im over excited!! =]

ok. the greatness starts on friday may 16th!

on friday I get to...............

1. Wake up.

2. fight with my niece lol

3. wear the CUTEST dress EVER!

4. finish getting ready.

5. get on bus.

6. go to school!

7.. hang out with the most awesome friends ever!

8. and hopefully spend the night with caitlin!!!

on saturday

wake up early

go to kings island

spend the whole day with my amazing bestie

and on sunday

GET BAPTIZED!!! YAY!

my sister is a nerd!

I have a nerd for a sister!

I will explain! My sister is like 27(i dont really know lol). she also has a blog. save your time DONT read it. lol.she created a blog thinking people will read it but. sorry bust your bubble diana...NO ONE DOES. lol.

I would deffintly like to start a "dis" war diana. do you accept my offer?

speaking of a dis war that gives me another blog.....HELLO SCOTT! I just remembered the "dis" war we have!! *mischievious laugh* *plotting evil plan*

my brother in law who wishes he could just win....

sorry scott I have some bad news.........





The doctors called........

they said that.........

they were sorry.......

YOU LOSE!

you just lost the "dis" war that was going on. you completely suck as comical jokes against Robin Mize and have been disqualified! I'm very sorry.