Thursday, March 26, 2009

Help, my bday is coming up!!!

My birthday is april 7th, Im trying to plan my party.

I want to have my party at a park/lake and have a bonfire/cookout with all of my friends and family.

Where should i have it? It must have a place for a bon fire!!! lol

Please I need answes asap..thank you!

Monday, March 23, 2009

The adventures of Huckleberry Finn??!!!

ugh! this book is annoying. I am soo confused. I need help. If anyone has read this book please help.

I am answering questions on the book and I cant find the answers anywhere in the book or on the internet.

my first question is
What is Twain's purpose in inserting Sherburn's address?

Please help!

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Who am I?

Who am I?

I think I am a or was a strong girl who didnt used to care what people thought, but lately people and their opinons of me have been bringing me down, knocking me out with every punch
I am a christian who is strong in her beliefs but doesn't really have the knowledge to back it up. Someone who can spit some stuff but has nothing to back it up.

Honestly, a really insecure person looking for others to help her be secure.

I am a girl that has an amazing family who loves her, an amazing bf who puts up with way too much, and amazing friends who stick with me through all of my drama.

Someone who needs much guidance from God, someone who keeps slipping off the path, someone who doesnt't know her way.

Lost in this big scary world and doesn't know what to do. Scared and alone, searching for guidance. I wish I could just open my heart to God like I used to. I wish I knew when he was talking to me. I wish I could hear him loud and clear, but it seems I cant hear him at all.

It's sad, people dont understand how much they need God and depend on him until they are knocked on their knees begging him to help them up.

Well I'm that person, on my knees begging for Guidance. Begging for Salvation, Forgiveness and Love.

People who say that they don't care what other people think are liars. Sooner or later it will get to them. It will tear them down. People have recently questioned who I am, what I believe in and most of all my relationship.

It hurts so bad that the people close to me that I love dearly dont see what I see, that people think that I dont know what true love is.

I may not have had very good examples of couples truely in love, but I do know what it is! I know how it feels to be in love and truly love someone. I love steve with all my heart, I have never loved someone the way I love him. He makes me feel so loved, he makes me feel like the most important person on this planent. We were there for each other when we were at our lowest and we give each other a purpose.

"Love is patient, love is kind and is not jealous; love does not brag and is not arrogant," - 1 Corinthians 13:4

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be." This is the perfect quote for steve and I because we have gone through many troubling things and it has caused us to break up. Both times we have gone back out, this past time we both tried very hard to forget about each other and act like we didnt care about each other. Well we soon came to find that it didnt work. We loved and cared about eachother too much to do that. Everything happens for a reason, never regret your past. I dont regret anything we have gone through and I feel like God keeps us together, we are meant to be together and I wish my family could see how much we love and care about each other.

He has opened my eyes to who I am and who I can be. I am now a strong, christian who cares what others think but wont let it get her down, a girl who doesnt try to please everyone but trys not to give herself a bad name.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

please pray!

If you will, please pray for me. The next couple weeks will be trmendously hard for me and I need your prayer. My whole world has been turned upside down and I'm so confused on who I am and where I'm supposed to be.

Your prayer will help greatly. Thank You and God Bless!

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

HI! this is a test.

HI! this is a test. im now posting from my phone :) how cool! =P

Help!

Anyone know a website christian teens can talk about worldly problems anonymously?

I think it would be cool to hear the problems of other christian teens and share my problems too, I could help other teens and ask them for advice.

Monday, March 9, 2009

The "IN" Crowd

The "IN" crowd could be a way to look at Christians. I see this in 2 ways.
  • They will enter heaven if they are true and pure.

Therefore they are the "IN" crowd.

  • there are many many Christians on Earth and the number continues to grow. I wonder how many of those "Christians" go to church and proclaim Christ as their Savior because
  1. they think it's cool/the right thing to do.
  2. they are made to by family/peers.

I'm not saying that proclaiming Christ as Savior isn't cool but it shouldn't be the only reason.

Faith is a thing you must have individually, something that you believe yourself. It's a good thing more and more are accepting Christ as their Savior, but they need to do it on their own, with their own faith in God.

Friday, March 6, 2009

blank/my weekend :)

I don't know why but I have nothing to write about. I really wish I had some amazing experience to write about that would blow everyone away but I'm blank.

I guess I can write about my weekend.....

well today is friday..duh..lol

  • so I woke up
  • got ready for school
  • rode the bus with Julie(which i haven't done in a while)
  • came to school
  • I'm now at school ;) shh. lol
  • when i get back to Diana's Scott, Julie and I are going for a walk :)
  • I have to take some pictures of a park for my digital photography class
  • then I will spend time with Scott Diana and Julie

Saturday

  • I get to go see my dad!!!! YAY!! :D
  • then I'm gonna go celebrate Scott's b-day with him :)

Sunday

  • hmm.........i get to see Steve Sunday night at youth :)

Hopefully my weekend is pretty good.